How can someone claim to love their child, yet cause them so much pain? I see my kids hurting and it breaks my heart. Yet, there are some who go out of their way to hurt the innocent children that THEY brought into this world. Its sickening. It breaks me to see the pain that my kids go through at the hands of their 'father'. All this man does is cause them pain.
Once again, he has crushed Dylan. Alexis could care less about the loser. She's a tough lil cookie. But after the great day that Dylan had, with his teacher emailing me to tell me how great he's doing, his sperm doner went and completely ruined his day, crushing his heart.
There is nothing I can do to stop him from hurting and it kills me. All I can do is hold him and promise him that I will always be here for him. But it kills me to see him hurt. How can his own 'FATHER' hurt his flesh and blood this way? How can he just not care about the pain that he causes these kids? What kind of a human being would do this kind of thing?
All I know is that I will always be here to pick up the pieces. My kids are my heart, my world, my soul. When they hurt, I hurt. So, if that is what he was aiming to do, mission accomplished. I just can not wait for the day he pays for all of the pain and suffering that he has caused.
One day, the hurt will subside and be replaced by resentment and hate. Its sad that they will never have a real dad. It breaks my heart. But they will ALWAYS have me.
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